You've become an asshole because of him. You loved him more than yourself
and now you know better.
You felt in love at your 16 and now that you're 20
you find yourself breaking other people's bones just to show
yourself that you're as strong as you used to be. You're starting to become
a lot like the person who destroys you.
You lie through your tears and spit out you love all of them
just to make them fall in love
and flip their whole world upside down when you leave them
but little do they know you've been counting down the days before you leave them.
You just woke up and decided you were done with them so fast...
And the worst thing is that you do not remember how you fucking became this monster, but we become the things we love,
and you fucking loved him.
oh God, I'm pretending to hurt others just to try and bandage the scars you left me with.
I fucking hate you.
